Thursday, March 25, 2010

Ripple Effect

When does it end?!?!?! My break up with Kelvin was like a giant rock in a very still pond and the ripple effect is still going on almost a year later. I am leaving the US, a place I never would have wanted to live except for the fact that the man I was in love with asked me to come here, and it is going to cost me a lot because I have to re-import my car to Canada (after importing it here). It's just a big mess and it kills me... I took a $10,000 pay cut to come here, I haven't received hardly any professional development in my job so that is like a loss of $500 a year, I've had to shell out about $500+ a year in supplies for my classroom because I teach in a public school, I paid around $10,000 in moving here, bought a car that I wouldn't have bought if I didn't honour his request to move here... And the ripple keeps going and going and going... When does it end?!?!?!

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  1. Oh, that stinks! I'm sorry. :( I hope it ends SOON!!

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  2. me too... funds ran out a long time ago but I'll be having to come up with more, I suppose... *sigh*

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  3. My dear and loved Angela, with so much pain in your everyday life I am sure you are actually now getting ready for the day you will meet The Love.

    We experience in our lifetime that we have to start from very down in our everyday life to reach the top. Keep your eyes above the horizon line like you always do, keep going, reaching high altitude so you never give up on your dream of Love. Never forget it. You are heading to the right direction : one day, looking back, you will start to see the whole picture making sense. The itinerary will get better : oh, London soon! : )

    Nicolas

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